so i failed fasting on tuesday

so tuesday i went back home to see my foster family and she took me out for dinner so i had no choice but to eat :( so i restricted what i ate since wednesday and started to fast yesterday, i am going to be strict now as i need to lose 56lbs to get to my ultimate goal weight. 


im back to college on wednesday im sorter deading it as i have to cover up my fast so the plan is 'im not hungry' or 'im having a big tea later' hope these will help me out.  i cant have anyone knowing my big secret!!!! 


im down to 182 lbs and my ugw is 126lbs then who knows. i look at myself and see flabb, lard and FAT!!!

second day into the fast

well today i have failed i did have half a cappacino but i threw the rest away!! but what i did drink i did before i went to the gym :) so at least it was burt off. i went to the gym for an hour but but did well i burnt 600 calories.... which is alot better to yesterday. my friend has my gym card which means no gym tomorrow how frustrating all is good i have my wii fit to do and can do a routine at home so not to worry. 




i feel as though i let myself down for drinking the cappacino, but tomorrow i will be alot stricter, im gonna do this i need to do this, im so strong about changing my situation

the beginning

today i have started my fast, i am starting off with a 7 day fast. i am determined to complete it... I'm a fat bitch at the moment!!! my current weight is 194lbs and i want to get down to 126lbs, i am going to achieve this no matter how hard it gets i will do this. 

today i have been to the gym for a 3 hour cardio workout, and have succeeded in fasting today. all i have consumed is water 0 calories :) excellent stuff. 

i am going to blog my journey to becoming skinny here so i can share it with every one.

these pictures are of me weiging a whooping 194lbs but this will change....